Kizuna
02:24 - 27 January, 2006

HIII

Today's class was great =)) -hugs
Realised certain things today which I never used to think much of.
It's a happy feeling, like a mini sense of accomplishment.
GAWD. Ayaka's voice is simply astonishing. One day, I'll be somewhere near there. Haha..

24 minutes till the end of transfer of my video!! My first file sharing transferred video!! I'm sleepy but I've to watch it tonight before bed.

Going to Sharleen's house tomorrow for Time Crisis! YAY! I'm super excited. Time Crisis for a few hours and we won't have to change billions of tokens for it. =DDDDDD

26 January 2006 01:43

On a happy note, I sang REAL FACE (ok, I croaked a little throughout the song) and and and.. it felt different because it was the first time that I sang it alone. Maybe I should make people learn it then they can sing with me!!

If you do sing, please don't sing Blue Tuesday > Wilds of my Heart > Real Face > Special Generation in this order. NEVER EVER will I do it again.

-CROAKS

Gawd. My throat hurt like crap today. I thought I was going to lose my voice. All I could do was to croak for the entire day everytime I tried to sing something. =(( I need 10 bottles of liang cha.

Anyway!! I would like to say a big thank you to my FABM group members Dorothy Jocelyn Nurra and Yiyang. Yesterday's FABM presentation went really well. Even though we were a stramge group to begin with, I'm glad we were in the same group. The research, compliling of information and every little thing else was time consuming and super tiring but we made it!! Omedetou!!

Heh. I want to eat tiramisu, sugar doughnuts, Black Angus burger, geylang tao huay, beef noodles, loads of sushi and drink BB's milkshake and far east's milk tea. GAWD. HUNGRY!!!

I've a yakusoku with Jan. Black Angus after CNY. CANT WAIT FOR GOOD FOOD.. =))

23 January 2006 02:19

Singing is so tiring. BUT I love it still. Jin, pleae come back asap! Perform Real Face and all the other songs with the 5 of them. Real face, always!! I'll never tire of this song. Gawd. HAHA. Ry said "learn all the MM songs". Imagine a MM cash session. MM songs = die

Gym + singing with dor and tammi later!! WHEEEEE.

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20 January 2006 21:39

AWWWWWWWWWWW x 100000
still
doesn't
do
these
photos
justice.

GRINS

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20 January 2006 19:38

My hand is aching from all the "right click, save picture as". Seriously hand dead ><

Dinner is a while. Gonna try this new place just outside my house. THE FOOD better be good because good food is essential =)

I'm all for akame! haha it's soooo much fun seeing them in pictures.

Right now, I wanna know why Uchi left NEWS! He's such a pretty boy! Bwah. -Hungry-

OH OH! i got the answer. Hahah. That stupid boy got caught for drinking. And since he was like involve in some scandle, they cut him out. Just like that. Fired. But he's back in JE doing starting off from the bottom.

Hmm.. It'll be different if he makes it again right?

20 January 2006 03:47

What I've learnt so far:

1. It's hard to dislike Yabu
2. Koki needs an eyebrow pencil
3. Uchi - ex NEWS member is DARN PRETTY AND OH SO CUTE!
4. Uchi has the tee I ordered! (it better be in stock)
5. Flirting with the camera is oh-so-important
6. Ryo looks suave from some angles and when he does that face thing. HAHA serious
7. KAT-TUN no no mata mata mata is da bomb, alongside NEWS no cherish
8. Johnny is THE genius
9. Yamap has nice hair (yes, even the current, long black style)
10. Johnny boys' need to stop starving!
11. Kanjani 8 is hilarious!(I need to watch more of their videos)
12. Kame always does that last finger flirting with the camera action
13. Ueda ain't scary
14. Johnny juniors get fugly clothes (BUT i won't mind being one!! heck the fugly clothes)
15. Yamap's voice is super distinctive
16. Kame's "mia" is damnnnnnnn funny (crack women video)
17. Videos are as fun as dramas
18. Subtitles are as essential as food
19. Jin = LOVE eien

18 January 2006 01:04

Econs went fine today despite some minor event that occurred. Strangly, monopoly turned out to be better than I had expected.

Managed to do my Econs draft by hand. Yes, cave man style but there was no computer that I could use. I hope it will be accepted!

Headed to town and it rained cats and dogs. Like holy madness. The wind was so strong that it put so much pressure onto my umbrella. I was clinging on so tightly onto it hoping that it would hold. PLUS! Town was flooded!! I dislike the puddles. Gross like anything.

=) I love anything Jap! Going to watch KAT-TUN's concert again!! LOVES!!

18 January 2006 01:04

I love Real Face regardless of time or place. I think I'll love it for a very very very long time. Come back soon. 6months is a very very long time. The unknown place is mind boggling too. Hiyaku hiyaku hiyakuhayaku x3!!

Mood swinging damn badly now. I mean, I don't want to do econs but I've no choice. So, I'll do it tomorrow before school. My lousy 1.5 page draft is going to be really bad.

Table topic went uhmm.. bad. As in really bad. I'm taking it very badly. My B grade has just flown out of the window. I think sir tried to make me feel better by saying that I'm the first person to talk about that topic. Hur. I barely knew what I was talking about. Gibberish!!

Char, YOU BETTER AGREE TO GO!! We'll be quits!

Tomorrow will be a better day!! IT WILL!!

17 January 2006 10:36

Uhm it sucks like mad when some things don't work out. It sucks to know that others don't feel the same way. It sucks that everything just doesn't seem right. -stabs stabs stabs

I need to calm down. I'm thinking too much. Hey. It's Thursday tomorrow and once econs is over, it's the start of the weekend. I should be happy that Thursday is almost here right? I mean, Thusdays are like one of the best days (after econs) right?

Somehow, I've a bad feeling about tomorrow.

My horoscope said that I'm an expert in my field. Well, what field? I can only think of stories.. But like so retarded? ARGH. Econs is such a big turn off.

16 January 2006 03:27

Just need to write this before bedtime.

I'm still unsure of whether we are going not. I know it takes time to plan and 4 of us have to go. BUT.. I really want it to be confirmed! I'm all prepared to scream at every single thing when I'm there. Like OMG SO CUTE!! -screams!! and like OH MY GAWD this is damnnnnnn nice -SCREAMS!! or like AHHHH MY GAWD I WANT THIS!! -SCREAMS!!!!

I really REALLY want to go. I HAVE TO GO. And when we go past the dome or visit it, I think... I'll have mixed reactions. GAWD. I think I'll just die if we don't go..

PLEASE SAY WE'RE GOING!!

It's really UNFAIR that SOME people get to go so often and even go for concerts!! RY!!!!!!!!!

MOOD: kns. DEPRESSED =(((

14 January 2006 03:38

I'm so tired. I spent 2hours++ editting the CIP report. There was one part of the report that stopped me in my tracks. I literally glared at that sentence and cracked up with a mad witch.

"After reading this report, you will get to know the business processes like the palm of your hands."

I'm so sorry to whoever wrote this but it made me laugh non stop for quite a while.

How I hate reports and projects.

Previously, I wrote parts of the executive summary thinking that my copy of the report was the latest one. How wrong. So anyway, I'm left with the citation which will be done when I get up.

Dor!! You deserve the credit for alot of things. You know that (:

Met up with Jan, Jessie and JH earlier on. As per normal, we had lots of food. Really enjoy meeting up with them! <3

Anyway anyway anyway!
DAM machine needs to update their songs!
KAT-TUN has to release ALL their tracks! (even if it means going broke buying their singles/albums)

Back to reality... OCOM final on Monday. Bang bang.

12 January 2006 14:43

CATS's has ended!! WOOTS. However, there's still FABM to go before we end off this crazy Friday.

I'm having cash withdrawal syndroms. I want to go again!! JAN! RY!

10 January 2006 02:46

Youtube is finally loading my video.
Ive tried loading it so many times over the past 1+ week in which it had constantly failed me. (the fail word is really getting to me)
Eh..yes. Right when I want to get some precious sleep, youtube loads the video.
Tried yahoo and other links but nothing works!!
Nande nande!!
Im so sleepy.
I wanted to go on the internet to find out stuff for my projects but thanks to the Taiwan earthquake and what nots, I pratically use the internet on alternate days.
Such great timing brings much distress to me.

Everything is not going well.
I feel trapped. I dont know.
Something just doesnt feel right.
I told yaoen about that.
The thing which I managed to put into words yeah
She made it sound normal.
However, I dont feel normal.
I feel like Im such a ________ person.
I want it all to go away.
Then again, Ill be on the verge of ______(whatever) if some people went away.
=(( IRONY after IRONY.
I sound depressed.
Maybe, perhaps, then again, maybe not.

Youre one whom I really want to be happy.

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9 January 2006 03:33

I feel like the most stupid girl on earth!
I dont understand of the BSTATS Chapter 5: Discrete Probability Distributions.
And, its only 1 of out 3 topics that will be tested later.
I dont cant get it.
Told you Im baka.
I need to pass the test.
A 50% will do fine for me.
I have to seek help for the rest of BSTATS for the finals.
MIEC too.
Im so screwed.
Its all my fault.
Slacked so much after Sem2 started.
I was in a holiday mood until the Dec holidays ended.
Yes. 10weeks?
Gosh. It has been that long.
One more month till the final exams.
I need to CRAM everything.
Especially BSTATS and MIEC since Im in danger of failing both which would do me no good (aka retake these 2 modules next Sem.)
ARGH NO NO NO. I cant retake/retain.
Its the worst thing that could happen.

I pray for brains(so that I can understand Sem2s work in 1month) and a stronger heart(so I can react properly and not faint when I see my results slip).

Aim :
MIEC (C+) and Ill be over the moon
BSTATS(C+) Ill rejoice like crazy
FABM(B)
OCOM(A)
CIP(B) eh.its common sense right?
CATS(A) the groups creative what(:

Will this get me a GPA of 3.0? Doesnt look like it. Char was like (&@(^$@!&!)#* when I told her what I had for first sems GPA. She told me I should have at least gotten a 3.5! =((

.

Studying will be the death of me.

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7 January 2006 03:22

Saturday

School - CIP project
Work - Ritz
Now - home

Sunday

School - FABM project
School - CIP project
Home - study for MIEC ****** ah heck that 1% + BSTATS test

I'm So Stressed. I'm So Stressed.

STRESS is a seriously annoying word.

I need to:
Study MIEC - elasticity =((
Complete my part of CIP.
Email Mat the web format.

Tuesday will come quickly. A little too quickly, actually. I need time which is happily moving at such a rapid speed!! TAMADE. Like slow down for once! I'm certainly not having fun.

First time in my life that I've to spend weekends in NP. Feels... horrible.

Wednesday will be fine

Thursday will be good

Friday will be better

All I want to do right now is listen to ~One on One~, ~Gold~ and ~Real Face~ many many times!!

KAT-TUN

MIEC - elasticity starts now! Jya!

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6 January 2006 03:56

Morning! My new favourite past time is watching videos and doramas! If I happen to fall asleep, please don't wake me up unneccessarily!! It's like the worst thing to do. Let me give you an example. Wherever i go, people love to do this..

"Eh Andrea, sleeping ah? Are you very tired?" Like HELLO!! NO NO I'm just sleeping for fun because I've nothing better to do what. Like, please have more brains onegaishimasu!

Jin ga dai suki desu! (aka I like Jin alot)

Here's Kat-Tun in Real Face. One of my favourite Kat-Tun songs. Listen to Jin's vocal range. One word: sugoi!

Anyhow, it's nice to see him sitting there quietly, making a cute face. HAHAHA. Note the quietly.. AWWW.. Oh my pretty pretty boy i love you, like I never ever love no one before you. Pretty pretty boy of mine, just tell me you love me too.. OKOK too much! Sumimasen.

I need to get some beauty sleep. Projects, work and lots of studying planned for this weekend. (MY FIRST FILLED-TO-THE-BRIM-WITH-SCHOOLWORK-WEEKEND this whole year) There's always a first for everything ay?

So there, oyasuminasai!!

5 January 2006 12:29

AFTERNOON! I'm going to be late for school again today. It's a Friday anyway so...

I dislike studying so bloody much. Did 2hours of microecons and realised I had missed out so much information thus the ****** this coming Monday =( I really need to stop jumping about and reading bits and pieces. Same goes for everything. If I had to make a new year resolution, that would be it - to stick to something for once (then again, I get bored easily).

Was listing to the radio and they were playing songs from the 70s. Some were rather painful. Then kuai le chong bai came on!! AHH!! That's like my happy-happy-song <3 I need to learn the rap.

Songs of the moment:
Bokura no machi de
Le ciel ~kimi no shiawase inoru kotoba~

3 January 2006 01:52

Hi. Ive just finished サプリ(Sapuri).
I loved all the characters except the female lead, Misaki Ito.
Why?
Eto.. Shes awkward and stick thin.
No, I dont dislike her because of her figure (shes a model by the way) but because of her awkward role that made me feel uncomfortable.
Kame loved her like crazy.
I think hes crazy to do so -_-
Loved watching the parts where Tanaka and Satoshi were together.
Tanaka san is a woman of grace, poise and everything I would like to be (minus the point where she had an affair with Santo).
She has such a wonderful character and personality (minus the affair).
Imagine one of those executive business women in Japan.....
She really looks the part and acts the part.
I loved the director too!
Hes such a funny chap.
Saw him for the first time in Pride and didnt really like him there.
However, his acting is quite good.
This is the first show where I didnt notice that some of the guys wore pink.
They looked fine though (yes, for once).
Sapuri wasnt as exciting and attention grabbing as I had pictured it to be.
It lacked something.
Eto..
1. I still cannot accept Kame and Misaki Ito to be a couple.
Its just so so so so weird to me.
2. I want to see how Tanaka sans husband looks like.
I wish I could say 大好き about Sapuri,でも all I can say is いいえ、あまり サプリ好きじゃあリません。

Bought Kat-Tuns single today 僕らの町で!!
うれしい!
The song is on replay mode =))

No ones getting near my CD.

It sucks not to have money..
LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY
It sucks so much that my money runs out so quickly.
I owe people money which I MUST RETURN BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR.
I hate not being able to shop online like before.
Life sucks.
Bah.Take away one of my favourite things.

Oh and Ritz.
I dont like you that much but Ive no choice.
I dont want to think about work.
Work to me is like.something I want to get over and done with.
The people at Ritz mean nothing much to me.
Well, except for Liting and Haowen.

Rahh.
School in 7hrs 16mins.
Dread dread dread dread dread.
The only thing Im looking forward to is my Jap class and my new disc!! =DD

I hope there are loads of videos of pretty boy.

Im lazy to upload the photos.
Another time then

HAPPY 2007!!
And,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DOR <3

30 December 2006 03:44

Here's to a little cheering up. Akanishi Jin Ԑ@m@<3

30 December 2006 12:06

FUCK YOU. DAMN IT FUCK YOU. YOU DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT EVERYTHING SO MANY TIMES. I'VE HEARD EVERYTHING SO SO SO MANY TIMES I CAN LIST THE 7STEPS OUT. OMG. I HATE IT WHEN YOU TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY, THREATEN ME AND THEN DO A SUMMARY OF EVERYTHING. I HATE YOU FOR DOING WHAT YOU LOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEE TO DO. IT'S LIKE YOUR FAVOURITE PAST TIME - REPEAT 7STEPS TO ANDREA. I'M TIRED OF HEARING THAT 5000WORDS SPEECH. REPEATED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I FEEL SICK TALKING ABOUT THIS. WHEN WILL THIS END? I PREDICT...NEVER. OMFG OMFG OMFG

23 December 2006 01:42

Met up with my dearest netballers yesterday =) photos soon. I LOVE YOU ALL <3
Yaoen Yanny Riana Dawnie Joanne(who was MIA)

Some people just ain't worth that effort that others put in for them. Claiming credit as their own is just ANNOYING and IRRESPONSIBLE and i'll continue when i have the time.

Carrying on, I really can't stand people like that. People who make use of you for their little nitty gritty gains. It's like WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! GRRR.. Angsty angsty. Damn it! I really don't understand. OK. The main point is that we should stay away from people like that. KEEP THEM 10thousand kilometres away from you. I don't give no shit about you, so go away.

DAMN.

Christmas christmas christmas.. Did you know that 1 out of 4 people get headaches during the christmas period. LOL. Doesn't need a genius to tell you why.

I want my kurosagi vcd set!! Someone please get it for me. OH I KNOW. YAOEN I'VE SOLVED YOUR PRESENT PROBLEM!! HAHHAHAHA WHY DID'T I THINK OF IT JUST NOW.. HAHA YAOEN ARE YOU READING THIS?!

20 December, 2006 23:58

Char and i slept on the couch till this morning. Quite rare for me to say this but sleeping with the sound of raindrops falling to the ground felt good. =) I liked rain, for once.

Felt lazy to go today. But I knew that it was going to be a fun day. Why? Because I was meeting Ryouko!! She's one person whom you either have a very dangerous time with or fun + dangerous or just pure fun.

Went to cash studio, kino then borders. I heart bookstores!! Borders tops my list. Seriously, the section with all that random crappings cracked me up like mad.

Did you know that a pig's orgasm lasts up to 30minutes? (Ry said pigs are lucky. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!) Moving on, there were two pages dedicated on how to get out of a coffin if you're being buried alive. Lovely. There's more but I can't remember what I've read. Ah, there's always the next borders trip.

Carolling part2 tomorrow. OMG more christmas songs. ZZZZZZZZZ. I don't like christmas songs. Never understood why people sang them (repeatedly, in this case). I cannot wait for carolling to end.

This year's christmas doesn't feel like christmas at all. The decorations just look like "fugly things" hanging on the trees in town. Town looks like a joke. Town is so crowded, you'll think that there's sales going on. It just doesn't feel like christmas! Get what I mean?

chimata de uwasa no sexy ue ue

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